Friday, November 2, 2012

I Don't Even Know Where to Begin.

I'm trying to have a good attitude and a happy heart about our entire situation, but hearing that you'll be in a hotel room {and your animal will be in a kennel} until December? Yeah, my happy heart has gone out the window. 

I had nervous breakdown on Wednesday night. I knew it was coming, I just didn't know when. I was sobbing uncontrollably, couldn't breathe, and every time I'd try to stop crying, I would just start all over again. I woke up Thursday morning with a major headache and my eyes were so swollen that I looked like Rocky Balboa. 

I'm mad. I'm mad at the situation, I'm mad at the length of time this is going to take, and I'm mad that we spent all that money to redo our house and now we're having to redo it all over again. 

I want to slap our contractor in the face and go all East Texas on his ass.

I have screamed at my husband more than once.

I didn't sleep well last night at all and I'm about to fall asleep on my keyboard at work right now. 

And if one more person says to me, "Well, at least you're not in New York or New Jersey!" You're right. I'm not. But this is just as worse, so nanny nanny boo boo to you

In my last post, I thought we were in the clear. I was wrong. 

So anyway, thank you to our sweet friends and my in-law's that have so graciously offered to help, have provided meals for us and have opened their homes to us for the next month. We so appreciate it!

And if I'm grumpy for the next month? Please don't take it personally. 




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